Friday, May 31, 2013

Hives

You know with my illnesses I can break out in hives at anytime. Like right now at 3:50am. It is lovely really. I am covered in huge welts. Took 10mg of Prednisone, 50mg of Benedryl. That wasn't helping. Time to call my lovely pharmacist and ask him if I can use my Epipen as well. He said yes if the other things didn't help. Apparently I am guessing I am now allergic to Macrobid. Good thing to find out in the middle of the night. 

So I am now laying her dizzy from the Benedryl and the Epipen. Hoping the hives will pass soon. When I get them this bad it is head to toe...grr

Hives to itch or not to itch...that is the question....grr

Well the saga of hives I think has finally ended. After one long couple of days. Yesterday morning I woke up and they started again. They were big welts all over. I had iv therapy so I was in good hands. I called my doctor and he had them give me a steroid injection and benedryl. I finished my therapy. Stopped at a wonderful antique store. Bought a hat and an antique blanket. Got home took a nap woke up hot with more hives. The one on my thigh was as large as my thigh. I took more Benedryl and a Prednisone. Covered myself in aloe and lidocaine gel. Then laid down for a bit. Went to the store when hubby got home for my hive kit. Aveeno, Benedryl gel, anti itch gel, soap, soap bar...I stood in line itching. Was fun. Not... I think they may finally be over. I am really going to have to be careful with heat and sun this summer if I get hot I get hives, if I sweat I get hives. Going to be a long summer.

Confirmation...NOT

I sat in a church from about 5th grade to 8th grade. It was tiring, boring and to me pointless. I seemed to tune out on what the priest was saying. Almost every day was a holy day, a saints day, worship Mary day. You get the picture. I sometimes wondered if we were there to learn or just live in the cold building with the energy of nothing. Yeah nothing cold distant energy.

I could never relate to the whole episode. Stand up, sit down, stand up, kneel etc. Seriously must of been their way of controling us then. I sat I was bored. The hymns made me feel empty.
This went on until 8th grade. We were being groomed to confirm being Catholic soon. Well the more we dove into the bible the more questions I had. Many unanswered due to the content of my questions being misconstrued as blasphemy. I started questioning everything. Things just started to not fit. Not that they fit before but, this was different. I don't know if it was cause my psychic energy had started to expand or just I didn't feel connected. I realized I never had. I was being ushered onto a practice that I had doubts about. The more why questions I had and were either answered or unanswered seemed to take me into soul searching. It was a different type of soul searching. It was as if I knew I didn't belong there and I realized deeply that I wasn't Catholic I didn't believe in all the things that were being shoved down our throat. The confession crap, the going to chuch every day, all of it. I don't mean to call it crap to Catholics but that is how I felt.

We were working on our lessons for confirmation, going to rehearsals etc..  I would stare at the book and I would just feel pain. I couldn't do this. It didnt feel right. I went home that day and was in a tug of war with what I had been taught and what I felt was in my heart. I just knew what I was about to do was wrong. I don't quite remember how I told my parents or the school. I know I lost a lot of friends. I was sort of treated like an outcast because of my choice. My parents were supportive. My Gram who is Catholic wasn't to pleased. But I had to do what I felt was right.

On the day of confirming I of course stayed home. So much for schoolwork another religious event came first. Well I was still torn at my choice because I had upset my Gram. But it was my choice really not anyone else's.

I walked down the street. My school was just across from my house. I stood by a tree. I felt energy from the tree. Live energy bursting with just I will never be able to describe it. It was just something you feel. I stood by the tree or sat don't remember and I watched my classmates walk into the church. I felt sadness for them. Sadness that they didn't know there was something else out there to know and explore. Then pity..I didn't understand the pity feeling. But, over the years and learning more about the Catholic church I now know why I felt that way.

It was that day and that moment where I chose my path. If you are ever in doubt of anything, you should never go through with it. Follow your heart, your mind and your dreams. No one elses.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Angelic Wisdom Messages Week of May 27, 2013

Angelic Wisdom Messages Week of May 27, 2013

Monday May 27, 2013- Phuel-Emotion

Phuel, the angel of the day Monday, is known as the angel of the moon and oceans. Phuel governs intuition, emotion and psychic awareness. She can assist you to tap into these feminine energies expand your emotional awareness especially when called upon Monday or on a full moon. 

Emotions are energy in motion. Emotions can tell us what the input we are receiving means to us. They also show us with input we are feeling ourselves to us. Often we can change or old emotional experience just by changing our perspective. Many times we have an emotional reaction to things because of an association we have developed in the past. For example we may have fallen off a bicycle and hurt or embarrassed ourselves as children. Now as adults we may feel too afraid or vulnerable ever try again, even though circumstances are very different. In this case we have transferred one upsetting experience into all our future ones. Often this happens with finances, health, relationships, social interactions just to name a few. 

Emotions have the power to alert us to different issues we may have. We may feel upset when asked to do something because we need to be honoring our boundaries more. We may feel anger towards someone because they're hitting a nerve or we feel that we simply need to be honored and respected more. Whatever the reaction is, it's always a call for introspection, followed by action based on personal truth. Our emotions deliver information on our inner world is relating to our outer world and our mind gives us the tools we need for balance to the whole. 

It's extremely difficult to gain a true understanding of what your emotions are communicating what you are overwhelmed. In this situation there is no space for the higher mind to process what is occurring for you. It is also extremely difficult to get a sense of what is occurring for you if you're feeling disconnected from your feelings and emotions. Either way uses a sense of what you are experiencing on a deeper level and begin to operate on a completely unconscious level, unaware of how you are interacting with the world both around and within you. 

The true key to creating harmony is balance. Balance of the mind and the emotions. 

This message means that it is imperative that you balance this area of yourself. This means whether you are overwhelmed or disconnected, you must stop and reconnect with yourself. You must demand and create the space to be quiet with yourself. Often journaling or writing is the most direct way to communicate with yourself. You must allow yourself to freely express exactly how you are feeling until you experience a clear resolution on what you must do to bring balance to your life. 

It's time for you to reconnect to your inner world so that you may successfully move forward into the next phase of your life. 

Tuesday May 28, 2013- Archangel Gabriel - Communication

The meaning of “Gabriel" is "God is my strength".

Gabriel is the patron Angel of communication is known as "The Messenger Angel". He assist in all matters of communication, whether it be on a personal level (as far as personal expression of concerned) or as the messenger of creative inspiration for artists (and for art related projects).

To communicate is to create a bridge between thought, feeling or concept that existed energy and deliver it to another party, be to God, you or loved one. Communication is that deliverance. We are constantly communicating through our body language, words, close and choices. We communicate what we feel, believe and expect.

How we communicate with ourselves determines most of what we experience in life. If we tell ourselves that we are not good enough or worthy of love, joy and abundance, we are not likely to experience those things. If we tell ourselves life is unfair or cruel, we are most likely to attract those experiences. What you tell yourself and what you think determines how you will act and operate in the world. This directly affects all relationships, and how you respond and communicate with those around you, even if it is just through your actions and body language.

Time to start paying attention to what you're saying to yourself right now. 

Is your internal dialogue conducive to all the things you want for yourself?

Do you give yourself love, support, confidence permission to be who you are express yourself freely?

Do you allow others to do the same?

What is your body language saying about you?

What does what you wear express?

How well do you listen?

How do you communicate with those around you? Are you comfortable with settling firm boundaries, with saying no?

It is now the time to really reflect on how and what you are communicating at the moment and ultimately, what you are communicating to yourself. There may be some sort of block in your relationship with another that requires clear communication in order for harmony and balance to be restored. By interrupting and eliminating the self- talk that is the detrimental to yourself, and start to make the changes that are necessary tool of the full and healthy life you need and deserve.

Wednesday May 29, 2013- Archangel Uriel-Alchemy

Archangel Uriel means “Fire of God” Alchemy is the science and philosophy of turning base metals into gold, the magickal power of transmutation.  You can call on Archangel Uriel when you need to gain the spiritual knowledge and understanding to transform some part of your life or self, or to change the form of negative or destructive forces and positive.  With this ability, like a snake shedding its skin, you are able to let go of the old and renewing yourself.
Alchemy is the art and science of turning base metals into gold. This entire process involves raising the vibration of the metal so high that transforms.
This is reflected in the alchemy of the spirit. We have within us the ability to transform ourselves and our experiences, taking in the poison and using a higher vision of higher understanding to transform it into spiritual gold.

In order to experience this, we must first take the time and energy necessary to see the divine order in the universe and allow that insight to penetrate and transform our perceptions about our lives, ourselves and our experiences.

In every moment there is great opportunity for movement and growth.  All it takes is one moment of illumination and the decision to create what you want. Every moment offers the opportunity to see a larger picture and acquire a greater understanding of our lives and the situations occurring within them. When we take this opportunity we can experience clarity, joy, peace and greater sense of personal power.

This is a time where deep alchemical changes are occurring from within. This is a time to transcend the mundane perspectives of reality and experience the world with new eyes.  Profound changes are occurring for you now, both in yourself and your life.  

Your life may be changing, opening up and transforming.  This is a time of increased power as the infinite potential of life appears clearer than ever. This is a time of courage and diligence.  You are integrating personal and universal knowledge, as well as opening up the true potential of your life.

This requires work, focus and bravery to take on what needs to be done at this time. Right now it is time to embrace transformation and as you turn your inner base metals into gold.

Thursday May 30, 2013- Archangel Amathiel - Hope

Amathiel is the angel of hope and renewal and is the ruler of the season of spring.
She can bless any situation in which seeds for something new in our lives are being planted and can teach us about the constant renewal of the life/death cycle, providing us with hope and the fertility of new beginnings.

Hope is one of the most powerful of all human emotions. It awakens within us the strength, courage, and inspiration to do almost anything. But is this experience of “true” hope, the hope that comes even after our struggles, even when things seem pointless, hard or hopeless, that gives us new eyes to see with. This allows a new perspective to emerge from our being and we are reborn.
It is though this burst of clarity and inspiration, that we become able to manifest a new life for ourselves,. We take a renewed attitude with a renewed action and become able to attract the people and opportunities we need to create new beginnings and a new life.

If you are finding life’s struggles to be overwhelming, if you have felt confused, frustrated or defeated, it may be time for you to let go and surrender to the natural cycles of life. Just as nature has seasons and cycles, we do too! You may have been experiencing a “winter” within your psyche. Sit, breathe and allow yourself to connect to your deeper self.

If you are willing to take the time to connect, you will notice a change taking place within you. New life, new courage and new seeds are beginning to grow within you. A new phase of life is beginning, so be conscious and use this time well.

Friday May 31, 2013- Archangel Raphael - Health 

The name "Raphael" means "God Heals "Raphael, known as the "Divine Physician", is the angel of healing and healers. As both a healer and a teacher, Raphael can assist in healing illness, disease and sickness and is also the patron Angel who guides our study the healing arts. True health of occurs when the mind, body and spirit if this balance state of harmony. 

When one aspect of health becomes imbalanced, it affects all aspects of health too. This is something we seek constantly in our lives. When the mind becomes stressed, strained, over or under worked, our bodies react immediately. We make variants digestive problems, sleep problems, headaches or worse. Likewise when the body is in pain, congested or restricted, we may feel anger, stress or depression. 

In order to function in true health, we must look at every aspect of our lives to find a balance. 
A healthy, balanced diet, exercise, water and vitamins, balance with sleep, rest and play, all assist the body think that, strong, stimulated and relax, which helps the mind to stay centered and the spirit to feel alive and free. 

Meditation, study and creativity can keep the mind centered and stimulated, allowing the body to experience more life and energy. 

When we connect to the spirit and connect to being part of something bigger, it is the mind perspective and allows our bodies to the strong center. 

When intents are outdated emotion builds up in our system without any form of healthy release, it becomes poison in our bodies and can turn into serious illness. If you have been experiencing illness or disharmony of any kind it may be time for you to tune into your body, mind, emotions and spirit to find the root of what's causing you pain on a deeper, unexpressed or unresolved level so that you can take the action necessary to clear the problem. 

Is essential for you to observe yourself now and explore what you need to do in order to experience true health and true balance. 

Whether it is a diet, exercise, rest, meditation or journaling to release pent up energy, it is essential that the action is taken now in order to bring your life and health into balance. 

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Saturday June 1, 2013- Archangel Jeremiel-Awakening

Archangel Jeremiel means “Mercy of God” she is the angel of clarity. With the ability to help you gain perspective and review your life experiences and patterns, Jeremiel can help you awaken or resurrect lost parts of yourself.

Each person is born a unique fingerprint of God. We are the summation of a multitude of ingredients that together make us who we are.

We are born into specific families, in specific places, with challenges as well as the nurturing that we need to learn and grow into who we are to become.

Beyond that, we are made up of instinctive traits, fears, passions and longings that also reflect our nature.

Then we have a set of experiences for our lives where we may experience challenges or awakenings that move us even further along the path of who we are. We learn certain lessons or get naturally guided to different experiences and places. Beyond all that, we feel a calling; a drive to do, experience and become something, whether this is a career or an internal state.

All these things give us “clues” to what we need to gain and experience in order to learn and grow in this life and they show us what are soul longs to express  and feel.  It is time to look at what these clues are telling us about you.

It is time to truly feel the perfect God/Goddess that exists at the core of your being. It is then that  you may better see the true path that your experiences are taking on and what parts of yourself and your life must let go of in order to experience more happiness and integrity. Right now this is a time of awakening in your life, of waking up to the core of who you are and immense potential that you hold in each moment of your life.

Sunday June 2, 2013- Sachiel - Prosperity

Sachiel is the angel of money, wealth and prosperity. He rules over the day Thursday, and is one of the angels of the planet Jupiter. (The planet of luck and good fortune). 
The can be called to help bring wealth and abundance into your life. 

Money is energy. Pure energy. It is a piece of paper that represents our time, work and energy and it represents the potential of living. It takes care of our basic survival such as food and shelter as well as offering the means to create what we want in our life. The ability to travel, have better work options or be pampered. It gives us the means to live life the way we want to. 

Money will not hold or cuddle you, it won't give birth to your children, TV spiritual awareness or have a conversation with you but it will pay for the couch you cuddle on, pay for your child's clothes and nappies, by books that inspire spiritual awareness and pay for the coffee you converse over. While money doesn't bring you love or happiness, it does provide you with the means to nurture love and happiness in your life. 

Money is also the energetic equivalent of your time and energy. When you work, you received money in exchange for your time, energy and talent. Every dollar you spent is worth a certain amount of your time and energy. When you overspend or stop noticing where your money is going, you are essentially not valuing yourself or your time and leaking your money, thereby draining yourself of both energy and resources. 

It's essential right now to notice your feelings, beliefs and behaviors regarding money. It is time to truly love, honor and respect your money and in turn it will want to be with you and work for you. If you take the time and the effort to truly look after this area of your life that gives you so much, you will find that the rewards can be infinite. If you think of money as a friend that you are happy to make the time and effort for, money will be your friend in return. 

However, you ignore, roadway, or think lowly of a friend you cannot possibly expect a good relationship to develop. Likewise you fear losing, playing to in this trust your friend, you are likely to scare your friend way. It is time to develop healthy, loving relationship with money. 

Abundance comes from within, not without. You have the power to create accumulate wealth and prosperity now. 

Monday June 3, 2013- Archangel Michael-Protection

In all major faiths or religions, the Archangel Michael is considered the highest angelic ranks.

He is always shown with a golden sword; Michael is the angel of protection and clearing. He can be called upon to provide protection to yourself, your loved ones, your home and property and can also help you to cut any negative energy or ties in your life.

Protection exists in our ability to draw boundaries in your life. Protection occurs when we learn about what is and isn’t good for us and we learn how to take the appropriate action to ensure that our boundaries are respects.

Even when we are in strange and frightening places, we become more able to protect our self when we clearly know our boundaries. We make better decisions, inform ourselves more thoroughly and project a stronger energy.

Even with all the protection in the world, sometimes we are meant to have certain experiences in order to learn and grow into what we are meant to be in our lives and there is nothing we can do in those circumstances other than surrender to the higher plan playing out.

Oftentimes, we do have the power to protect and honor ourselves and our boundaries. Divine protection is always available to us. By simply calling on the higher powers of protection and asking for assistance, we can experience the love and protection of our guides, angels and the universe.

There is also something that needs to be known about overprotecting yourself. If you have built walls around you, protecting you from love, life, intimacy, success or anything else, it is definitely the time to re-evaluate where this is getting you. If you feel the need to be overprotected, then there is an issue with feeling unsafe.

You need to reflect and clear a hurt or pain you are holding onto. You may need to let go of the inner voice that is telling you that you are not safe. Clarify your boundaries, do not let them be crossed, call on the divine assistance and let those walls down.

You are asked to start reflecting on the boundaries in your life and what you can do about them.

You may need to ask yourself; do you know what your boundaries are in relation to work, relationships, home and other important areas of your life? Are you feeling safe in your home, workspace, relationships etc? What can you do now to ensure that your needs are met and you are able to feel safe and protected in your life?

Ask yourself these questions this week as you reflect on your boundaries.

"Trust your instincts, for they are coming from the Angels whispering in your ear."


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Animal Message for the Week of May 27, 2013

Animal Message for the Week of May 27, 2013

Crocodile

The Alchemy of Energy Teaches That Death Will Always Yield New Life

Fear
Time
Magic
Honor
Speed
Stealth
Strength
Instinct
Cunning
Bravery
Efficiency
Resilience
Solar power
Birth/creation
Dependability
Indestructibility
Emotional depth
Primal/ancient power

Primal Energies

The Crocodile or Alligator totem
contains the unbridled creative
forces of the world,
the fury and ferocity of Primal Energies.
It is the symbol of creation and destruction.


The Crocodile or Alligator is the keeper and protector of all knowledge.
She is the primal mother in whom all knowledge rests and waits to be born.
People with a Crocodile or Alligator totem have the opportunity
to develop new wisdom but they must be careful not to be consumed by this wisdom.
Study each bit of knowledge carefully before going on to the next.

Care of the eyes is important for Crocodile or Alligator people.
Also beneficial are breathing techniques like those practiced in Yoga.

When a Crocodile or Alligator shows up
look for an opportunity to touch very primal energies.
There will be an opportunity for new knowledge and wisdom.

The crocodile is a sand dweller, its habitat, a hole in the sand, serves as a bridge between earth and water elements. You could say that anyone meeting up with crocodile is straddling two worlds. The earth represents a firm ground, whereas water is more fluid. A person with crocodile medicine will not be swept away by emotional waves, nor is he rooted too deeply into rock where one could become stuck or rigid in his views. Crocodile totem is also representative of new growth because seedlings emerge from earth and water. When crocodile appears ask yourself what needs nurturing, or what new idea needs planted into the earth. Use your crocodile tears to water the seedling to bring forth new growth from energies within the depths of your being.

Silently slipping thought here riverine world, guardian of the margins between land and water, of the mud from which life springs. Crocodile is keeper of all knowledge. Her wisdom speaks both of the enduring nature of life and its utter fragility, of gentleness and ferocity of how death yields life and the constant transformation of all energy. If Crocodile has swum to you, the time has come to examine the primordial mysteries of life and prepare yourself for rebirth and the wonders it will bring your way.





Wednesday, May 22, 2013

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Hmm..Dysautonomia..

I guess this post is a long time coming. About a year ago I was diagnosed with an illness called dysautonomia. I had the tilt table test which I failed. Then I had the qsart which I also failed. I had a great doctor who diagnosed me. He was very friendly. I knew what he was going to say when he said my autonomic nervous system wasn't functioning right. I said dysautonomia. He said dysautonomia. I read about it and I still don't understand every thing about it that I would like to know. But the words were deeply satisfying and crushing at the same time. I finally had a name for the hell I had been going through but, it also meant a new set of circumstances..again.

He also told me they needed to do a skin biopsy. Which I was like what?  They told me it was to test my nerves in my skin. So got the paperwork to schedule that. They scheduled it rather quick.

At the time I had been excited about going to school for licensed medical massage. My doctors nurse told me I may want to hold off on the decision and just stick to what I am doing now. I was sort of puzzled and put off by that comment. But I went ahead started getting the paperwork together for school.

The day I had my biopsy I wanted to throw up. Nothing new there. I am chronically nauseated. No seriously chronically. Figured all would be fine and I can start school in September.

Well it wasn't. I received a phone call and they told me I had something called small fibre neuropathy. I told the nurse ok. What do I need to do. She had me come in. Met with a new doctor..my one I had just met months before had retired. This guy was telling me about the dysautonomia and the neuropathy. After he was done talking to me the nurse came back in. She asked how I was doing after all that. I told her fine. I don't understand much of it. Except I am broken really broken. My main organs don't care to function like a normal human being. But I have never liked normal. At least I now knew why nothing worked right. 2 heart ablations, dizzy all the time in the hospital all the time for dehydration. Even though I stay hydrated. Reality kicked in.

I told her I just have to figure out how I can balance this and school. I told her starting in the fall was going to work well for me cause my dysautonomia causes me to almost die every summer. She explained to me nicely this time that due to both my dysautonomia and especially the neuropathy that they weren't going to let me. Needless to say I was crushed but I figured I would go home call the school and see what they said.  I thanked her for the advice and I told her I have a lot of reading to do to find out how to conquer this illness and left.

Crushed Deeply Crushed

Got home and I called the school to tell them what the nurse has said. I was still so excited about starting school. It went with my reiki healing etc. I was saddened, crushed, destroyed, heart broken..to say the least. I got off the phone and cried. I am not one for depression cause it really has no place in my life. Being depressed isn't going to fix anything. In my world anyway. If I can't control it then there is no reason to even be depressed about it. But my dreams were destroyed in one day over one diagnosis.

Yes my dysautonomia is a result of my carbon monoxide poisoning.  I have accepted that I have it. Have I accepted that I have to live with it yet?  No I think that is a big challenge for me. To live sick. I live in and out of the er so much I don't even want to go anymore.

Constant nausea, constant dizziness, full face migraines, skin itchy or burning, being allergic to everything under the sun...including the sun itself. I don't know how to just be sick. I have days when I am stuck in my bed. I get so mad at myself that I am not getting anything done. I have been working around that these days.

I started Iv saline therapy once a week because no matter what my body doesnt seem to retain salt or stay hydrated. With dysautonomia you need to live on salt. Try finding things to eat with the amout of salt we need now days. I got so dizzy one time I opened up one of those fast food packs of salt and downed the sucker.

I also started a new medicine which made my potassium low so I was just in the hospital Saturday night. They just need to give me my own room already

I have many doctors, many tests and many appointments. It is never ending. Being chronically ill is a nightmare to say the least. It is just how you go about it that matters. It isn't easy people look at you and say well you look great are you feeling better..sometimes it is better to lie and say yes. I think it is because I don't really want to face the full reality of the situation. I have been facing some of it. But all I don't know. My goal is to keep on going on the good days and the bad.

While I try not to let my illness get in the way of real life at times it has. I have missed out on things, had to cancel plans etc...special things. They will not allow me to drive. So counting on everyone drives me mad sometimes. One day full reality may set in and I will find a nice corner to go cry in for a few days until I can fully deal with what I have been given. My health is a daily battle. When I think it is better it goes downhill or I end up in the hospital. I think I am fooling myself that one day I will beat this, sadly deep down I know I won't. There is no cure for dysautonomia at the moment. Its range of what it does to our bodies are endless. I ask don't take pity on those who are chronically ill..instead take in that we have a special kind of strength that keeps us going through all we struggle with. Peace and Healing

Monday, May 20, 2013

Angelic Wisdom Message Reading Week of 5-20-2013 – 5-27-2013

Angelic Wisdom Message Reading Week of 5-20-2013 – 5-27-2013

Monday 5-20-2013 - Micah-Time

The angel of time and plans can help you with acquiring patience when it feels like things aren’t moving as fast as you would like them to. Everything happens in its right time and sometimes things cannot be rushed. You can also call upon this angel to help you with your Divine Plan and show you what moves to be made next.

Time is what we use to measure cycles. The cycles of the sun, the moon, the Earth. Cycles of progress, cycles of age and cycles of change.

We are constantly in the middle of shifting cycles. Daylight, summer, winter, childhood, parenthood, ideas turning to manifestations. There is a constant transition and constant movement forward and there is always enormous gift and every moment.
In order for any successful shift to occur, we must go through the entire cycle properly.
Often times may find ourselves wishing, wanting or wasting away our time, being stuck in the past or the future, instead of being fully aware and present in this moment.

In every single moment, there exists every single possibility in existence. If we are aware that we truly understand that every moment offers endless possibilities and incredible potential and opportunity for growth and movement, then we can receive the gift that the present moment offers.
Every decision, every action, has a consequence. Our lives are made of many small and seemingly insignificant decisions. Decisions that include how we choose to interpret and react to the world around us. If we are aware and present each moment, we have the potential and empower decision to take this where you want to go in our lives.

If you find yourself wishing your time away, believing that everything we better when “blank” happens, is absolutely time to snap out of it.

Nothing will ever happen keep your head in the future and the present. Tomorrow never comes. All you will ever have now. You can't do it now, you will never do it.

There'll be no hand coming out the sky to make all your dreams come true. You must at that to the present and make your own dreams come true, right now!!!!

Only then will you find yourself exactly where you need to be.

If you have found your head stuck in the past is also time to snap out. Until you put your head on straight you have no idea what kind of existence you are living, let alone what opportunities you may be missing.

Life is made up cycles; the wheel must continue is rotations forward. You can go with it or be crushed by it. That's your choice.

Maybe you are currently in the middle of the cycle that requires a period of waiting, processing and patient. Allow yourself to surrender to this process, knowing that every stage of each phase is necessary in order to get to the next point. Try enjoying the process and surrendering all the thoughts about possible outcomes.

It is time to keep your awareness in the present.

Tuesday 5-21-2013 - Archangel Jeremiel-Clarity

Archangel Jeremiel means “Mercy of God” she is the angel of clarity. With the ability to help you gain perspective and review your life experiences and patterns, Jeremiel can help you awaken or resurrect lost parts of yourself.

Clarity is the state attained when the mind becomes still. When our fears, assumptions, expectations and projections stayed long enough for the fog to clear from our eyes, our ability to see returns. When we let go of coddling the inner voices of the ego and emotions fog of our perceptions and take it out of the present moment, we cannot be free to see the bigger picture.

To experience your clarity we must still the chatter of the mind, let go of staying stuck in the fog the motion and step away from ourselves long enough to see ourselves and our lives from a higher perspective.

When we feel clear, we are able to see ourselves and our lives clearly. We understand with clarity what is occurring for us and why, and we know what action to take to best honor our personal truth.

Oftentimes, to achieve this state we must clear with the fog and medicine our lives-from cleaning and clearing our homes, to cut any negative ties to clearing away replacing negative self- talk. We have to engage in a physical, emotional, mental and spiritual clean out. It will always give us the space necessary to find clarity.

Now it is essential to clear way what has been keeping you in the fog and find a space necessary for you to return to your center. This may mean cleaning your house, letting go of grief or anger or demanding a space for yourself in your life.

Clarity is coming to you now if you're willing to step up and embrace it.

Another form of clarity is a chakra balancing. A chakra is a point within the body's energy system. Another way to define chakras is to call them points in space and time where our physical bodies meet with metaphysical energies. When the chakras are open, aligned, and balanced we are at our absolute optimal levels of health. But when one or more of our chakras become closed, unbalanced, or out of alignment we can suffer from great discomfort and even a wide variety of health problems. Chakra treatments have also been known to heal or relieve serious issues even when traditional medicine has failed to do so.

Wednesday 5-22-2013 - Anael-Sexuality

Sexuality is the physical expression of our soul’s essence. It is the part of us that connects to the physical world. Sexual energy connects us to our bodies and inspires us to express ourselves thought use of our bodies, though clothes, make-up, body art and dance. It is though our sexuality that we reveal the deeper side of our nature. This is revealed in the particular way we choose to decorate ourselves and move in our bodies.

Our sexual energy brings us to life. It puts a sparkle in our eyes, a kick in our step and a sway in our hips.

It is through our senses that we develop “sensitivity” on all levels. Though touch, sight, sound, smell and taste we awaken to the richness of life. It is though pleasure that we celebrate life and though ecstasy that we experience oneness with divinity and the nature of the divine.
This may be a time for you to begin exploring and becoming sensitive to your physical self. Have you been honoring your body and sexuality as sacred? Does your physical being, reflect and express your spiritual being? Do you allow yourself to feel sensitive and awake inside your body? Do you feel free to express yourself physically and sexually?

This is a time for reflecting on these questions and bringing balance to this area of your life. If you have a relationship that needs healing in this area or you wanting to bring in a new partner, you must first heal and balance these things within yourself. Others will only ever reflect the true and often hidden feelings you have about yourself.

Therefore, this is the time to love yourself, explore your sensuality, become sensitive, honor your body as scared and enjoy your sexuality.

Thursday 5-23-2013 - Archangel Jophiel-Illumination

Archangel Jophiel means “Beauty of God” She is the Angel of illumination. She appears to bring light where there is darkness and is a shining light of hope at the end of a seemingly endless night.

Illumination occurs when light fills a space where there was once darkness. The light of consciousness spreads, allowing us to see into the space that was once darkness and mystery of the unknown.

Illumination often occurs when least expect it. When we are lost in the dark and forgotten what the light and it looks like, up comes the sun in all its glory, lighting our way and filling us with new insight and inspiration.

When we are in darkness we often lose sight of the bigger picture.  We can easily forget everything comes in phases.  Without the darkness of introspection and the unknown changes cannot occur.  The phases we experience are extremely important to growth and success in our lives.

The sun is rising for you now, illuminating all the dark corners of your life and consciousness. This is a time of rebirth, renewed life and renewed clarity and inspiration. Within the light of the sun, every color exists, ready to bring color into our world.

There is unlimited potential all around you right now. You have the power to create anything you want for yourself and your life. All color is available to you now. 

Pay close attention to awakenings, realizations, ideas, answers and inspirations.  All the answers you are looking for are revealing themselves to right now.

Friday 5-23-2013 -  Sachiel - Prosperity

Sachiel is the angel of money, wealth and prosperity. He rules over the day Thursday, and is one of the angels of the planet Jupiter. (The planet of luck and good fortune). 
The can be called to help bring wealth and abundance into your life. 

Money is energy. Pure energy. It is a piece of paper that represents our time, work and energy and it represents the potential of living. It takes care of our basic survival such as food and shelter as well as offering the means to create what we want in our life. The ability to travel, have better work options or be pampered. It gives us the means to live life the way we want to. 

Money will not hold or cuddle you, it won't give birth to your children, TV spiritual awareness or have a conversation with you but it will pay for the couch you cuddle on, pay for your child's clothes and nappies, by books that inspire spiritual awareness and pay for the coffee you converse over. While money doesn't bring you love or happiness, it does provide you with the means to nurture love and happiness in your life. 

Money is also the energetic equivalent of your time and energy. When you work, you received money in exchange for your time, energy and talent. Every dollar you spent is worth a certain amount of your time and energy. When you overspend or stop noticing where your money is going, you are essentially not valuing yourself or your time and leaking your money, thereby draining yourself of both energy and resources. 

It's essential right now to notice your feelings, beliefs and behaviors regarding money. It is time to truly love, honor and respect your money and in turn it will want to be with you and work for you. If you take the time and the effort to truly look after this area of your life that gives you so much, you will find that the rewards can be infinite. If you think of money as a friend that you are happy to make the time and effort for, money will be your friend in return. 

However, you ignore, roadway, or think lowly of a friend you cannot possibly expect a good relationship to develop. Likewise you fear losing, playing to in this trust your friend, you are likely to scare your friend way. It is time to develop healthy, loving relationship with money. 

Abundance comes from within, not without. You have the power to create accumulate wealth and prosperity now. 

Saturday 5-25-2013 - Archangel Azrael - Completion

Known as the Angel of Death, (in Islamic and Christian faiths), her primary role is to help souls crossover and to supply comfort to the grieving. She is the Angel who accompanies souls to heavens after that passed on.  

You can call upon her to help you through the grieving process and help you come to terms with and accept the natural cycle of life and death.  

Grief is a natural emotion during certain death cycles that involve both loss and the experience of something dear to you having come to an end. Often through grief, we honor what is lost in our feelings concerning that loss. If you are experiencing any grief at this time, it is important that you honor, respect and express this natural part of the human cycle.  

You must remember though, that the grief you feel is for yourself. If you have lost loved one, they had already moved on to the next stage of their cycle. They are where they are meant to be.  

If stage in your life has completed itself, this too has been necessary in order for you to move forward within your life and grow.  

New opportunity is present for you now and while it doesn't replace where you have been, it is essential for your growth to begin a new phase.  

Therefore, while is important that you feel and express what you are feeling at this time, you must always remember the bigger picture.  

You just cannot allow yourself to become stuck on the wheel of grief. Acceptance is your next part of this cycle to reach a place where you honor your sadness but also understand the bigger picture and become willing to move forward into your next phase of life.  


Sunday 5-26-2013 - Ramaela-Joy

Joy is the expression of the heart at its highest vibration. The ability to stop and experience the beauty and perfection of life, without focus on outcomes, to be able to celebrate the beauty and grace of the goddess. That is what we experience will be allowed joy into our hearts.

Joy is the freedom of the heart, the inner child, the wild self, the true self. When we liberate ourselves from the heaviness of the mind, we free our hearts and give ourselves permission to be an express ourselves without the usual set of rules and limitations. These moments are food and nectar for the soul.
Joy connected to her true self the inner fire alive. Too much of this fire can burn out but not enough can leave us an empty vessel. Joy and the expression of joy is vital to our body, mind and soul.

Now is the time for laughter, play and the exploration of all things that bring you joy. It may be a time for being irreverent and carefree, a time to bring balance serious aspects of the self.

In many cultures of the world, there exists a trickster archetype, who trips people up when things are getting too serious or when they are taking themselves too seriously.

This is a time for you to trip yourself up in order to get back to earth. It is essential now let go of the heaviness that is around you, and have fun, play dance with life and find the lightness within the heart, mind and soul.

Find out what lights the flame of joy within your heart and give yourself the freedom to experience beautiful soul enriching feeling in your life right now.

Monday 5-27-2013 - Archangel Sandalphon - Prayer

Sandalphon, which means “brother”.  Is the angel in charge of delivering and answering prayers. Once a mortal man, Sandalphon was the prophet Elijah and is the twin brother of the Archangel Metatron.  

Known as one of the tallest angels in heaven, Archangel Sandalphon’s main role is as a guide who carries your prayers to the God/Goddess.  

Prayer is the ultimate form of communication with a higher consciousness, be it Jesus, Mary, Angels, Buddha, the universe, life or any other aspect of the divine. When we pray, we automatically open our crown chakra, which is the center or space within us that connect us to God/goddess, life and the divine support that is always available to us. We become aware of our own divine nature and the unconditional universal love that exists for all.  

Prayer is an extremely powerful tool for invoking healing, wisdom, love and support for self. 
We connect to nature; we connect the universal aspect of ourselves. Instinct, feeling, intuition and the life- death- rebirth cycles of nature. The individual self is lost in the vast sea of the universal and we become a link in the chain of existence, at one with all of nature. When we connect to the spirit we feel our individual presence in this world. Thought enters us and create a sense of separation for varying beliefs and values.  

When nature and spirit unite in us as the divine, we become in accord with all of life. We may experience the tragedy and ecstasy of life from a place of acceptance, surrender and union with higher source of consciousness.  

When we pray from truly loving, open and humble space for answers or assistance, all we need to do is be open to receive what we need when the time is right, with an open heart and a willingness to take responsibility and be accountable for our lives. You may even experience miracles help you on your way. This is also way of offering love and respect the divine. It may be a way of acknowledging, honoring and appreciating the divine. The more you honor the relationship, the more it will offer to your life. Whatever we nourish will grow for us. If you make this effort you will experience an immense amount of love, synchronicity and support from the divine every day. 

All the sudden there's a great opportunity available for you now in the form of prayer. It is a time for recognizing the universal love and support that is available to you, all that. All you need to do is acknowledge and connect to it. 

"May you have sunshine and moonsong and Angels as your constant companions." 

Animal Message for the Week of 5-20-2013 – Beaver


Animal Message for the Week of 5-20-2013 – Beaver

Investing in home comforts provide security and family togetherness.

Dreams
Psyche
Motion
Emotion
Intuition
Subconscious

Busy, busy, as the beaver,
Persistent in my work and fun,
I plan and labor toward my goals
Until appointed tasks are done.
Beaver, show me how to use
The things at hand to reach my goal,
Balancing my work and pleasure,
My mind and body, and my soul.


Dream Builder
The Beaver totem reminds us that we have
to act on our dreams to make them reality.
It is time for action.
If this totem has entered your life, ask yourself:
Have I been neglecting my dreams?
Am I lost in my dreams and not acting upon them? 
The Beaver reminds us that we have to act on our dreams to make them a reality.
When it shows up, it is the time for action.
Beaver can show you how to construct wonderful dreams!
If you are a Beaver person, do not neglect your dental care.
It is essential to those with a Beaver totem.
A Beaver is also sets the example of teamwork
for you to take into your work life and your family life.
Dreams are easier to build with a team helping.

Beaver's medicine brings you the wisdom of creativity, maintaining the ability to be productive in all ways by not limiting your options, being persistent, using available resources, finding and using alternate ways of doing tasks, master builder of all things, not damming the flow of experiences in life, achievement through completion of tasks, understanding the dynamics of group work, protecting, cooperation, fertility and new promise. 

Beavers are good at teamwork, and work together cooperatively to construct their homes. From beaver we can learn that we can create and make things a reality most effectively and powerfully when all involved appreciate every individuals talents, and work together harmoniously. 

Glossy beaver counsels conservation in all senses of the word, from protecting the Earth's resources for future generations to freeing yourself from large projects that sap up your vigor and leave you vulnerable. Beaver mates monogamously for life and keeps her offspring safe until the call of the wild bids them to leave. Although our lives may be very different the archtypical family unit still haunts our dreams. Beavers lesson is that you turn longing into reality and transfer love into a way of life.






Saturday, May 18, 2013

What is it like to not believe in spirits.

As I was watching My Ghost Story I happened to check in online as to what I was watching. I saw a few posts of I don't believe in this crap. Don't know why I am watching. This is all fake..and then some.

I thought to myself I wonder what it would be like to not believe. Fortunately I can't even imagine not believing.

Since I was little I have been interacting with the spirit world. When my relatives died I saw them afterwards. I felt things, presences that others couldn't see or feel. I was different. I was never alone even when I tried to be. Even in the empty hallways at school. They weren't empty and I wasn't alone.

As I got older things were more understandable to me. School was complex. Catholic school and the afterlife really just didn't mix. I struggled with what I had been seeing since I was young to hearing it didn't exist. People die they don't come back.

News flash to the world they do come back. They are everywhere. While ghost shows shout and scream at spirits, if they are about I speak to them directly. They tell me what they need me to know. I talk to them about things going on. Sometimes they talk back sometimes they don't. But they know I am listening to them with respect. How would you feel if you were dead and people are constantly yelling at you to make you do something. There is an easier approach. I am a ghost or spirit whisper. I don't yell scream or harass the spirit world. I have learned over the years the dead are to be respected. Just talk to them. They are there or just listen. If you have an open mind, they will talk to you. I have been doing that for years.

I know tv needs to be dramatic but, I would like to see a show that keeps it real already. The dead walk among us all the time.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Everything Will Be All Right by Doug Wallace


Everything Will Be All Right

by Doug Wallace



I have read many books about people and their life stories. Everything Will Be All Right by Doug Wallace was true to its message. Doug grew up among poverty and he struggled to still achieve his dreams and goals. No matter who told him he was too poor to do so. This book was a hard to put down and emotional read. You can literally pick up with the author was feeling and everything that he was going through. I could relate to a lot of it. This book is an inspiration to moving forward with your goals and your dreams. If Doug Wallace did it so can anyone. If you are stuck in life and people are telling you that you can’t then read Everything Will Be All Right and you will see that you can and anything after that is possible as well. I will be reading this book over and over and sharing it with others I know.

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