Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Myrtle RIP

Myrtle my one of a kind turtle passed away this am. We had Myrtle for 11 years. Myrtle was a boy despite his name. His old owner thought he was a she. When I got him and I called and said Myrtle is a boy.

I kept his name the way it was and he was spoiled rotten. When my husband made chicken or pork chops Myrtle did a dance for it. When I would cut up strawberries he would dance then too. He loved salmon, and crab meat too. Yes I did say spoiled.

He loved listening to music and always had to be by the window. Believe it or not he loved watching the snow. He would do a dance back and forth when it snowed.

He loved being outside in his own kiddie pool and walking around (more like running) turtles are fast.

He hated when I would clean his tank. He would pull the filter off and throw it around the tank. He would do the same with the heater. In protest for having a crystal clear tank. He was funny and he brought so joy to me.

The night before he was fine swimming all over chasing fish. This morning I woke up and he was at the bottom of the tank. Just sitting their motionless. I took him out and he wasn't moving at all. I put him in the kitchen sink and talked to him and I finally had to realize my dear friend had passed. My husband was trying to console me by hoping he wasn't dead but I told him he was.

I think at that point I went numb. I was motionless. I couldn't think or breath. The tears were stuck and I needed them to flow. I went upstairs in a daze to get him a shoebox so he can be comfortable before we bury him. I made him a bed in it with tissue paper and I kept telling him to please wake up.

I kept checking the box expecting this to be some type of dream but it wasn't. Growing up when people died they always came to see me. So I kept thinking about that and I kept checking. I kept thinking he moved but it was my damn vertigo. Everything moves when you have vertigo.

I thank all my family and friends for their kind words of support. The tears have become unstuck and have been flowing. Going to take me some time to be ok. I get attached to my babies, human, fur or reptile. They get close to my heart and there they stay. Always.

RIP Myrtle have fun in your giant pond on the otherside.

Friday, November 1, 2013

Holiday Rush...Slow Down

Last night as the trick n treaters went door to door and the magickal night came to an end I looked at my decorations and sighed. I wondered silently to myself about just leaving all my Halloween/Samhain decorations up and just putting my Christmas/Yule decor up and maybe shove a blow up turkey for Thanksgiving in the mix.

Then I thought hmm I should add some hearts and leprechauns too. Better yet some Easter/Ostara decorations too. I mean why not. The stores are doing it. Maybe they (the stores) will see how incredibly stupid it is to pile all the holidays on top of each other.

Every year it gets worse and worse. Halloween and Thanksgiving didn't even happen yet and Christmas stuff was in stores.

At this point I am thinking of not even shopping at any stores that are opening on Thanksgiving for any gifts. I am thinking of just buying my gifts online or making some. I feel this is really getting out of hand.

People rushing from having Thanksgiving dinner with their family to run to a store to shop for gifts. As the rich get richer the employees don't get paid that much extra to work. It is all about the greed of the stores sadly.

Each year I get more disgusted. Then you get a sales employee that says we have some great Christmas stuff out. My reply well that is nice but I don't shop for Christmas before Halloween and certainly not until after Thanksgiving. The employee will then say but it may not be there when you want to shop. I said I know you will be putting Spring stuff out before December is even over. The employee will say well then you may want to shop early. I say no then I will shop online with small businesses who care about family and sales. Employee just shakes head.

Yes it has happened more then once. I have a number of online businesses that I love. This year I may shop at them all.